Lurking and loathing

Sinking its teeth in too deep

My nightmare, its treat.

I am an old ghost

The tree is too far away

Maybe i can fly

Winter garden leaves

Drug across a stethoscope

Make horrific screams

I have seen the dark

Please turn the light back on, please!

Everything is dark

Waves of peace rush in

But my restless heart denies

Why did I do that?

Can I learn to heal

My heart is very stubborn

Let things go and breath

The Earth keeps spinning

But I am standing, frozen

Why can’t I spin too?

Throw away my soul

I have fucked up to many

Time to press restart

I am forgiven

I am always forgiven

I am forgiven

How can you stand there

While I fight my own demons?

Are your eyes open?