Waves of peace rush in

But my restless heart denies

Why did I do that?

Can I learn to heal

My heart is very stubborn

Let things go and breath

The Earth keeps spinning

But I am standing, frozen

Why can’t I spin too?

Throw away my soul

I have fucked up to many

Time to press restart

I am forgiven

I am always forgiven

I am forgiven

How can you stand there

While I fight my own demons?

Are your eyes open?

I have to do this.

Suck it up and just do it.

But you'll break his heart.

Why can't you just leave

Me and my heart alone now.

You do not listen.

Do you remember?

Try not to remember ur

"Hallow hurtful words"

I can still hear them.

They echo deep in my mind,

over and over.