Left my life behind

Am I a seed of a tree

Or a fallen leaf

Alone in this world

People say this is freedom

But I just feel lost

Clouds Clouds Clouds Clouds Clouds

They are vary gray and sad

I do not like them

calm spring afternoon

sunshine on golden reed bed-

a bittern booming

These lockdowns suck ass

Everyday is like the last

I just miss the past

Black lake shines in death

Regret rains from the mad sky

And I lies in blood

I believe in me

not a god I was pushed to

I won't fake belief

you must eat my ass

just like a cupcake my g

nicki is orange

school, I don't need it

my family says I do

the rich say I don't

weight was no issue

but I think it could be now

shit that really sucks